Scott Hope

Sat, 30 Aug 2003 05:51:52 GMT

So, I stopped trying to call Andrew and go over to his place. I guess his new friends are keeping him uber-busy... or maybe it's more than just "friends". Which I don't like to think about, because it actually kind of hurts, I mean, I really liked him. Uhm, I mean, like.

I know I probably deserved this, but still... just anything to let me know he's okay, a phone call, an email, even...

*sigh*

I really miss him.

Fri, 15 Aug 2003 16:51:38 GMT

So, I went by Andy's- took me forever to get there, but I don't think he was around. Couldn't tell, and I didn't want to just walk around their building- was kinda worried that they might mistake me for a vampire in the dark and stake me or something. Anyways, ended up wandering around the city for a bit- big party in New York, up at Times Square, here, there was some bars open, but nothing too great. Ended up going home and sulking. Woke up around 2 AM (because of the heat) to find out that I'm living in a disaster area, the beaches are closed, and that I needed to go get water. Electricity here just came back a couple of hours ago- and not all of Cleveland has it, apparently. I'm just gonna stay indoors till this is all sorted out. Sucks that, in addition to the bottled water the National Guard gave me, I have to boil all the tap, too.

*sigh*

You know, blackouts would be a lot better with Andy around to ~~shag~~ hang out with. Andy, if you're reading this, I hope you're okay.

Thu, 14 Aug 2003 22:57:41 GMT

Huh. Power is out here in Cleveland. Kinda sucks ass- updating via my friends' laptop- they said on the radio that they're working to get the problem fixed. However, think I'm going to head on over to Andy's, make sure he's okay. I know he's been busy with his friends, but I miss him, and besides, he might be freaking out. Hopefully, he'll be okay.

Tue, 05 Aug 2003 16:23:29 GMT

So, I went to see Andrew last night, ended up meeting a friend of his, Andrea. She seemed sweet, though I kept felt like she was hitting on me, which is crazy, because a) I'm not really one for the girls, and b)Um, Andy? and we ended up seeing the Leagues of Extraordinary Gentlemen, which was okay- it was more her choice than mine. But yeah, she's pretty cool- I spent a lot of the time drilling her about Andy. It appears he's off meeting people. Probably guys who are much less jerks than me and...

Andy, just, if you could drop me a line the next time you're available, I'd really like that. Thanks.

Tue, 05 Aug 2003 01:59:50 GMT

*sigh*

I seriously didn't mean for him to interpret this much space. I've been so... bummed about all of this. I kinda want to make it up to him, so I've managed to think of some things he might like to do. Think I might go find him, I know he must be hurt, and I'm... I'm just not really good with the "relationship" stuff, yet. Think I might just go try to talk to him, he won't pick up his phone, and apologize, and offer to, I don't know- do something for him. ~~That's actually non-sexual. Well, doesn't have to be.~~

I kinda miss him.

Wed, 30 Jul 2003 01:36:50 GMT

You know, I don't see what the big deal is. I just want some space. Hate it when people are clingy. It's not like I said, "I never want to see you again." Is it a bad thing to want to take things slow?

Why do I feel like I'm walking around with a target on my head?

Wed, 16 Jul 2003 03:33:12 GMT

Haven't really been up to much lately here. Haven't seen Andy for awhile, either. I hope I didn't upset him too much by telling him that we need some space. Just- too much of a good thing, y'know? I don't want the lack of space to choke us up and all.

But that didn't mean I didn't want to not see him at all. I hope he's not pissed about that whole Hank thing. Maybe he wouldn't mind hanging out for a bit? Think I might go try to find him...

Thu, 10 Jul 2003 05:23:22 GMT

Dude.

He said "Scott’s the kind of boy who gives gay people a bad name. Andrew might find out he’s not even gay once he gets out of Scott’s clutches! It could be that all he needs is a nice girl to get his life on track.

Yes. I'm giving gay people a bad name by daring to say things like "sodomy" out loud and refusing to entertain the thought that gosh gee whiz, some good ol' hetero lovin' is alls' ah need.

This is the part where I point out just how well meeting a nice girl worked out for him.

Wed, 09 Jul 2003 01:42:29 GMT

hanksummers spent all night wedged up against the wall next to his bed with the sheets up to his nose. I don't see what the big deal was, Andy and I didn't even do anything. I swear. And he keeps giving me these Looks, like he can't believe I dare to actually touch Andy once in a while in public. It's like, dude, I could understand if I had "FLAMING GAY" tattooed to my forehead, but come on.

I told Andy we needed to be apart sometimes, too, otherwise we'd smother each other. I was Very Gentle, o horde of people who will KILL ME if I do bad things to Andy, and now I can use the bathroom all by myself.

Tue, 08 Jul 2003 06:00:13 GMT

Dawn came by just now. She's hovering over me while I type, says she wants this in writing.

I, Scott Hope, agree to let one hanksummers sleep in xander__harris's bed in that0therguy's room. Although I fail to see what my opinion has to do with anything.

She hit me with some kind of comic book, though. The injustice of it all is staggering.

I need some hot sex.

Mon, 07 Jul 2003 01:09:39 GMT

xdawnsummersx brought back Andy's computer today. She told me to hide it somewhere and let him find it all on his own so he'd feel good about it. I think she thinks he's some kind of puppy or something. It smelled like baked goods. I hid it on his desk. He'll never find it there, oh no.

There was something wierd about that pizza place last night. Everyone was wearing funny hats and saying "see" at the end of every sentence. Also there were long-suffering women everywhere. I think it was the mafia.

Speaking of which, who knew Andy was so popular? I've already gotten two death threats if I hurt him. Maybe it'd be best to run away quickly before anyone gets wise with a knife or one of those sword thingies lying around all over.

Oh! Dude! Andy really does live with Buffy! And the librarian! There are books everywhere. It's like some demon convention guest list or something.

Fri, 04 Jul 2003 04:36:59 GMT

Thu, 03 Jul 2003 08:27:35 GMT

Fuck yeah.

Thu, 03 Jul 2003 04:34:17 GMT

Apparently the bank made an error in my favor. Then they fixed it. And I have $25 above the lower limit on my account.

I fucking hate Cleveland.

Must. Find. Bar.

Wed, 02 Jul 2003 01:33:11 GMT

Funny. I'd never heard of this thing back in California, yet practically everyone in Cleveland has one. The meter maid gave me a code.

Well, actually, she gave me the code before I met her in real life. But still.

You might've heard about Sunnydale exploding or whatever? Yeah, I'm happy. News says no one died and that damn 'burb is a SMOKING HOLE IN THE GROUND!

The aforementioned meter maid mentioned a big group of ex-'Dalers buying a building somewhere out in the burbs. Again. Always the burbs. It's all about the city, why doesn't anyone get that? Apartments may not be huge but they sure as hell beat a white picket fence.

I hope they're nobody I know. Cuz that would be like awkward.